I will be in California!!! It's so exciting, but also very nerve-wracking. Ive never been that far away from my son and I've never spent the night away from him... (I don't count the three nights he spent in the NICU when he was two weeks old). I feel a touch of anxiety when I imagine him waking up Friday morning and I'm not there, and him going to bed and waking up and I'm AGAIN not there... and then going to be and waking up Sunday morning to discover I still haven't returned... I'm fighting back tears because I know he won't understand the reasons I have to leave, and he's too young to understand that his Mommy will be home in a few days. He'll be okay, but I don't know if I will be.
On the weight-loss front, I did one of Matt's P90X workouts, the shoulders and arms one, with him on Tuesday and I never started the second round of Zumba. Had the best of intentions, but other things got in the way.
I did, however, weigh in at 179.9 Wednesday morning!!!! I'm in the 170s! I haven't been down in this range since my first trimester of pregnancy with my son.
That was two years ago.
Needless to say I'm VERY excited :) I've made up my mind to continue on down from here! I'll have to stick with the Zumba better than I have this week, and I need to keep on myself about portion control and liquid calories.
One week. One week to look my best. I can do it!
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